Mensaje diario de 5 minutos. Agrandar My vida .
Hace d铆as que debi tomar esta decisi贸n y es que la idea de vivir menos a costa de tener una vida m谩s c贸moda o vivir m谩s y agrandar mi margen de vida teniendo una remuneraci贸n econ贸mica m谩s humilde, retumbaba en mi cabeza, un tambor de emociones estaba sonando en mi cabeza haciendo rebotar una ola de dudas en mis dos hemisferios siendo este un ejercicio desgastante y muy cansado para mi.
Por un lado me ofrec铆an aprender un oficio que realmente no me gustaba realizar un trabajo bastante pesado y que consiste de trabajos f铆sicos combinados con un estilo de trabajo muy sucio y muy poco pr谩ctico o por otro lado escoger un oficio menos desgastante f铆sicamente pero con la diferencia a recibir un pago mucho menor al realizar un trabajo m谩s b谩sico.
Despu茅s de probar m谩s de 2 a帽os realizando el trabajo pesado, sucio y desgastante, hasta la fecha no me termin贸 de acostumbrar a ese estilo de vida, como si para fibra de mi ser me pidiera desesperadamente cambiar mi situaci贸n actual, tube algunos accidentes un poco dolorosos nada grave, algunos moretones y lesiones leves pero esos recuerdos no me terminan de encantar y esa experiencia no es la que yo quisiera tener, buscar茅 dentro de un corto tiempo poder cambiar el rumbo de mi vida y con un poco de suerte as铆 como la bendici贸n de Dios hacer un trabajo m谩s ligero y que no me lastime tanto el cuerpo al realizarlo.
Por el momento soy esclavo de mis propias deudas y responsabilidades aunque eso tiene el tiempo contado por que se que en unos meses sere libre de poder dejar este trabajo absurdo que s贸lo perturba mi mente, l谩stima mi cuerpo y no deja en paz mi esp铆ritu.
Muchas gracias por su atenci贸n y apoyo a este post, siguiendo la din谩mica de esta actividad, el tema les recuerdo caras familiares hecho a trav茅s de la comunidad #freewrite.
Las im谩genes que expongo en este post fueron hechas a trav茅s de IA Meta, pero el contenido textual es original de mi autor铆a personal, la traducci贸n de este post es posible gracias a la app DeepL.
English Traducci贸n.
Days ago I had to make this decision and the idea of living less at the expense of having a more comfortable life or living more and increasing my margin of life having a more humble economic remuneration, was rumbling in my head, a drum of emotions was beating in my head bouncing a wave of doubts in my two hemispheres being this a tiring and very tiring exercise for me.
On the one hand I was offered to learn a trade that I really didn't like, a rather heavy job consisting of physical labor combined with a very dirty and impractical work style, or on the other hand I could choose a less physically tiring trade but with the difference of receiving a much lower pay for doing a more basic job.
We have been dating for more than 2 years, at first she was just the prettiest girl in the whole school, or so she was for me, I imagined myself walking holding her hand through the halls of the school, smiling and laughing about funny things, opinions in common or curiosities that we saw here and there, I spent a few days nervous when I saw her among the group of friends we had in common.
I was stunned by her beauty and her beautiful way of looking so seductive and hypnotic, I do not know at what point was that by pure luck she accepted me an outing and that was the beginning of what would remain as a relationship of 5 long years I could say 3 and a half years of happiness smiles and fun but lately I have noticed her very distracted, distant from me and the things that used to make the relationship special, a handwritten letter, an unexpected gift or the simple fact of being together, all that became boring, reason for fights or some quite uncomfortable silences, where that magic went, until that day came.
We were in a plaza having lunch, her phone rang some notification or message, I put my hand close to her cell phone and she took it quickly to move it away from me, I took my hand to the napkins where I originally wanted to get to, but it was at that moment that everything came to my mind like a bucket of cold water on my back, she had someone else, that is why the fights, that is why the distance, she saw me with a mixture of guilt and anger, she just told me that everything was my fault and that if she wanted to look for someone else it was her right because I could not fill all her needs, all her things and she left leaving me sad and broken between the fast food business, I was stunned without knowing what else to do, I could only leave my mind blank for a while, I finished eating and took my things and blocked her number, this relationship died in the simplicity of an act that had no intention to provoke it at all.
After trying more than 2 years doing the heavy, dirty and exhausting work, to date I have not finished getting used to that lifestyle, as if for the fiber of my being desperately asked me to change my current situation, I had some accidents a little painful, nothing serious, some bruises and minor injuries but those memories I do not love and that experience is not what I would like to have, I will try in a short time to change the course of my life and with a little luck and God's blessing to do a lighter job that does not hurt my body so much when I do it.
For the moment I am a slave of my own debts and responsibilities although that has the time counted because I know that in a few months I will be free to leave this absurd work that only disturbs my mind, hurts my body and does not leave my spirit in peace.