Not much to tell about today I think. I woke up tired – a bad night, woke up many times, many dreams with Lily. Seems like the “missing” part is now taking over more and more of my mental state, conscious

I slept for 11h. Longer than ever. We arrived a little late a the market, but still early enough to get everything that we needed. I haven’t done much today, beside another walk and writing a little bit

It’s 6pm and I can’t stand the sight of a screen anymore. 7h I worked on a excel simulator for NuevoSol, trying to create a tool that will help them to make decisions as to the future of the company, and

With 3 g. I spent a long time in front of the screen trying to enable other to make informed decisions. Will they? Who knows. Just another example of letting go. I like the project, the idea, but I'm not

I got up early today and put everything in place to go to the market. Even wrote an article for the main account before I left. But I didn't get the vibe today. Maybe it was yesterday's travel to Quito

Whenever I set an early alarm, I wake up 20 times in the hour before it. Just not to miss it. Same today. Alarm set at 4.15am, and since 3am I started waking up around every 5 minutes. I’m glad I only

Time keeps ticking on. Slowly now. I try to speed it up, but it doesn’t work. There’s nothing left I can do. Just wait. And wait. I filed all the paperwork. The court has 10 days to respond. Working days,

I didn't sleep too well. Maybe yesterday's food, or the drinking, or the getting absolutely soaked in the rain, or the lack of movement yesterday. Today was busy. A good work out in the morning, meeting

9pm and I have nothing to show for. In traditional terms. Okay, we did go to the market in the morning, but since then – nothing. What a beautiful lazy day! We stayed at home all day watching Malcolm.

5.30pm and I’m only at 3k steps. That speaks volume. I rested almost all day, besides going to the bakery for some inventory and watching the areal silk presentation that Lily’s group was doing. Without

00.06 by now. A little later than expected. Usually prepare my post of the day, but I'm a bit drunk by now. In the good way. The work out in the morning was surprisingly quick. I did feel the weight ups

The soothing sound of falling rain is the first impression my sleepy mind gets upon firing up the consciousness. After the alarm clock, which is rather automatically turned off immediately. Myriads of

I wrote a post in the morning! But I wasn’t able to finish it until half an hour ago. Click here to get to it, on my main account. Why is that important? Because I don’t write as much anymore. I do write

Today was leg day at the gym. I only do it once a week because I don’t like it. But it’s necessary, and I’m pushing myself there as I do with all exercises these days. Today I completed the whole round

Yesterday we went to a brewery with some friends, and they have really strong beer that sneaks up on you. Meaning, it wasn’t that easy to get out of bed this morning. But the fresh breeze coming through

It’s getting harder to wake up again. The void is just there, and unavoidable, ironically. I do fill it with work and snuggles and friends and company and more work and whatever I can find. But there’s

What a morning! Waking up next to her is always a pleasure, and the beautiful weather made it even better. Coffee in bed, breakfast in bed, while watching Malcom in the Middle. We both had watched the

I had weird dreams. I think. Not sure, but I woke up with a weird feeling. Nero came by for his breakfast, so I took a video for Lily and sent it to her mom’s Whatsapp. No idea if she’ll get to watch it.

I’m sitting at my favorite bar, drinking a Naahgarita. Frozen Strawberry non-alcoholic margarita. Delicious and fancy enough to have the feeling that I’m not just coming here to drink water or overrated

I didn’t even get to bed too early yesterday, and yet I woke up full of energy. The whole thing of not drinking coffee after noon is really helping a lot. And so is the non-alcohol rule on week days. My