Life has been surreal lately, sometimes it doesn't feel real.
And, really... What is real anyways? Maybe life is kind of like a dream and maybe like some believe dreams are even more real than this physical life.
I recently completed one of the most important missions of my life, or at least mostly completed it and it's an incredibly huge relief that has been lifted from me, however... I'm still a bit sad and bummed about what happened to my friend David.
David was one of the people who I wanted to see the discoveries we've made the most.
For a few reasons, he was interested in this kinda stuff and he was always so "larger than life" and I could never really measure up to him or his accomplishments in some ways.
I'm going on another adventure soon and... It's difficult to move forward with him and Amanda especially not here physically. Though, even if I can't show them this stuff in this physical realm, I do have a feeling they can still see what's going on and that they are still here with me and working with me in spirit.
As difficult as it is to pick up where I left off, I'm going to do my best to keep going after my dreams and I'm going to try to be even more successful now to try to make David and Amanda proud.
We'll see what happens, but I'ma do my best to do some really meaningful things in the future. <3
PS... We're getting close to sharing some of what we've found with the public. I can't say when for sure, yet... Hopefully in less than 2 months. I know I keep saying a couple months, but... We are getting closer.
PSPS... I went to the creek to unwind and relax a bit because I've been incredibly stressed and it helped... We shared so many amazing memories down there by the creek... Miss you buddy. ❤
