I had another great adventure the other day!
Ever since I got out of the hospital I've felt like my hiking boots have been heavy and sorta feel like blocks on my feet and I didn't have the kind of strength to run very much and yesterday I really more than ever noticed how my shoes no longer feel heavy and I find myself running up certain areas at times like I used to. :)
Still a ways away from where I used to be, but... I feel myself getting closer and closer! <3
I climbed up the side of a cliff where pretty much no one ever goes and did some naked sun tanning for the first time in a long time, it felt really good. I'm feeling healthier and healthier!
I was tanning for a while and no joke I'm not making this up... After about a half an hour to an hour of laying there a butterfly landed on my knee, it stayed there for a few minutes and then flew down and landed on my foot and stayed there a few minutes before it left.
If you know me you know that I love butterflies! It was so awesome! I'll probably remember that for the rest of my life.
It felt kinda weird though, I was out tanning naked and a butterfly landed on me... My masculine side felt a lil insecure about it on the one hand, yet on the other hand I kinda felt like some kind of Greek God or something, lol... Though, still need to work on my physique a bit... So... More like a slightly chubby and simultaneously skinny Greek God. I'm working on it though!
I also learned a few interesting things.
Brought a book with me and read a bit while soaking up some sun.
Forgot to do pushups unfortunately... Which I'm kinda bummed about, but oh well it is what it is.
Though, still got another good workout in just in the sense of hiking a lot uphill and I keep getting stronger!
I'm up to 164 pounds and it's been slow ever since I got to around 160, but... I'm hoping to get up to 165 soon!
I need to keep stuffing my face and working out as much as I can.
The scar on my throat has also been feeling better and I don't need to swallow as much as I did before and while the scar on my stomach still kind of looks like a second belly button it is also healing up more and looking and feeling much better!
So... Things are going pretty positive in a lot of ways! Unfortunately I'm behind on a lot of stuff I feel I should have had done by now, though trying to forgive myself and accept myself more and just keep working at it!
I think that's enough for me for now, hope you're all doing as wonderful as possible out there. Bye until next time. 馃懡 鉂わ笍 馃 馃Ζ 馃 馃幎 馃寛 馃Ε 馃 馃 馃悙 馃浉