I see myself not putting myself in situations for interaction. Why not though, why do I not step up to the plate and just initiate a conversation? Well, I am working lol, but there ARE times where I can say something, and I want to, but I don’t want to bloody ‘interrupt’ as I call it. Interrupt? What is this, code for friends or something? Who cares if me and another aren’t ‘friends’ simply because we don’t know eachother, bs.
I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to simply SPEAK to another, seeing, realising and understand that all labels as this or that are bullshit because interaction and speaking but requires a VOICE, which I have with me always, thus I commit myself to use my voice for interaction and communication, simply.