I always remain very positive in front of adversity, but this time, for some reason, I just can't that much.
Let's have some shitty talking: I believe it is because of my leg regeneration that makes that all my other hormones just work wrong with my emotions.
Any reason that it can be, honestly I feel like a big pile of worthless crap. But to be honest, it is still worthy experience.
This is also pretty unfortunate because I was in the middle of a mass plan, getting very good gains (I earned almost 14kg of mass relatively clean). Most of those gains were to my legs, and now I won't be able to train them for a reasonable amount of time. Which means that I will lose them.
Luckily enough my girl agreed to go with me to the gym in my current conditions, so we are going tomorrow and see how I will do. By training upper body. Mainly tomorrow some chest, and I hope it won't be anything else than a little bit slower training.
Today my lovely lady will bring me some medicine I will have to put straight on my belly as injections (to avoid some necro-weird thing in my leg) and some crutches for my arms, so I can walk more easily and faster.
I honestly didn't have idea that having one less leg would be so challenging. Mostly for those easy tasks such as using the toilet, taking shower and going to the kitchen for a "fast coffee". Tasks like this take most of the time of your day.
So now I understand why people have sick leave when such things happen.
Anyway, it is not my case since i work freelance. So I gotta keep working, which is fine, but exhausting...
At the half of the day, i already want to go to sleep, or have some spare time to not think about work or anything else. I just feel the need of disconnecting. But this thing ain't gonna paint by itself!
In a nutshell, my respect to all those fellows who have a trouble or are handicap. It is way harder than I could ever thought.
Thanks a lot for your support and I see you in the next one.
I always try to listen to the ideas of my fellow followers to improve my posts and to give something back to the community... therefor: What would you like the next posts to be about? What should I talk about? What kind of painting? Would you like some tutorials about arts, about cooking? Maybe some fresh gaming broadcast? I would love to know!
I apologize if I don't reply to your message. Sometimes I can't find enough time for it. But you can be sure that I will read it!
Bye!
