Tears

I have given all my affection to you, however what do I receive consequently?

A broken heart.

I have given you my heart, and you step on it like a doormat.

I have given you my childhood and you exploited my un-experienced heart and played with my feelings.

I gave all of you the trust, yet you abused it.

I assumed the best about you, and you demonstrated everybody right.

I gave you my life and you killed me step by step.

I need to pull my throbbing heart and tear it piece by piece so I never again adore you.

I need to lose my memory so I never again consider you.

I need to go so far so I never again need to see you.

I need to cry, however I never again have any more tears to tumble down

my dismal, desolate face.

I need to rest, however my fantasies frequent me with you in them.

I can't discover an exit plan. What do I do?

I don't need anybody to see this, not by any means you.

How would I escape this?

How would I stop this wretchedness? How do illuminate this riddle?

I can't discover anybody to influence me to feel the way you do,

The way you take a gander at me,

The way you say my name,

The sound of your voice when you reveal to me that you give it a second thought.

I adore you so much I believe I will kick the bucket from this torment frequents day and night.

How might I overlook you? On the off chance that the main love I know is you.

How might I proceed onward? On the off chance that life isn't the same without you.

I need to break free and proceed onward, however I think I'll be accomplishing something incorrectly.

I simply need to close my eyes and let things fly and let the days cruise me by me.