So tomorrow's my last A-Level exam, and I'm not only nervous for the paper itself, but what it entails.
It means that after tomorrow I'll never need to go back into my Sixth Form college, and that's a scary thought.
I'm incredibly lucky to have an unconditional at University, so that means I get in regardless of my grades. This being said I still want to do well and the past few months have been an enormous pressure, and hopefully it all paid off.
I feel like my time at college has really helped me grow as a person. I'm much more refined within my outgoing-ness now, and I'm more sensitive too. I also have a much stronger work ethic now, as just over 2 years ago I became a small fish in a big pond.
I'm scared that university is going to be the same in that I will need to work hard for it to normalise, but I know at uni I'm going to be focused on living alone and budgeting too which is slightly daunting. But then going from a sixth form with just over 2,000 people to a massive campus with 15,000 undergraduates alone will be a massive shock to the system, but I feel like its a shock I'm ready to embrace.
During my summer holidays I plan on working on my YouTube channel (the link is on my profile!) as well as getting fitter, enjoying time with my friends, and working hard so that I have more than £36 a week to live off of!
To summarise, I'm going to miss college. I made so many friends for life, and I've experienced so many things. I had my first love there (and lost them lmao), I went to countries I've never been to before, I developed an even deeper love of the subject I want to devote the rest of my life to.
I can't wait to see what the future will bring.
BYE SCHOOL
