This title: "Down to memory lane". Will be about poems. These poems will be a bit of what i have gone through in the past.
I hope you like them!!!!
First poem titled "Demons"
Slowly her demons became her best friends. The darkness her favorite place. She would rather live in her nightmares than reality. Everybody may be right there for her but she never felt comfortable.
Lost in her own maze, she found all the secrets linked to her life. Everybody she knew was better off without her. She knew how much of a burden she is for others. She could blame herself. She wanted to be strong for herself, but she just couldn't do it.
There's nothing wrong with giving up. Sometimes trying to be strong gets tiring. Sometimes you just got to let go and let all the tears fall. She starts crying so much because eventually she got tired of being strong; to smile like nothing's wrong. To pretend like nothing happened, to not care what others might think. She cried it all out, she just couldn't hold in anymore.
Life is sorrow and happiness. There has to be a balance. Everyone has to endure pain. But sometimes this pain comes unexpected. And so she knew the risk of being happy. That whenever she was happy, it would be taken away from her in just a click.
As she looked in the mirror, she yelled "STOP!!!". She kept yelling stop. With so many tears in her eyes, seeing how she lost her strength to be strong. She just couldn't hold on anymore.
And she said "Stop pretending that life is okay. Stop lying to yourself that you are strong. Stop pretending that you are happy, that you're willing to fake that smile. Aren't you tired to do that?".
She became tired of everything. Thoughts of being such a disappointment. Wanted to take her life away. But she knew that wouldn't take her far.
One last look in the mirror. Wiped her tears away.
"You will get pass this awful phase you're going through in life. You will succeed. No matter what, NEVER GIVE UP ON YOURSELF!!!! Don't ever lose yourself!! Be yourself and the right people will stay. Love yourself the most and then others. You can and will achieve every goal you have in life. You have a beautiful life. I love you."
Those were her words.
That was her promise to herself.
Now my second poem
Title: "Blinded by love"
Here goes.....
Have you ever been hopeless in love? That all the person's flaws you overlooked. All his mistakes you forgave. All the hurtful things he did you took the blame for.
So blinded by a love you thought was "true love". But oh dear.....
You found yourself in a toxic relationship. And then one day, you found that light at the end of the tunnel of this foggy road.
Don't be blinded. Open your heart, mind and soul. As you opened your eyes, you saw how he drained your energy. Drained your passion to live.
Slowly you realized and let go. But surely.... A beautiful love will come to you. A love where you will love and be loved.
Loved unconditionally, a love where you'll be appreciated, accepted for the real you. A love where both of you will take care of each others fragile hearts...
And then you'll know the right kind of love has come that you've been waiting for.
TRUE LOVE!!!
I hope you like the poems i have written.
Wishing you all a beautiful and productive day. Make the most out of it. And i love y'all.
Stay yourself and be yourself at all times.
