Please do not spare this holy love. If you can not keep this love, then go. I can not stand the attitude of you who always impose the will. I better lose someone I love. Instead of staying with a selfish person.
My name is Rina I am a girl. I'm only 15 years old. I'm still in class IX. I have a lover named Reno. She is my beloved whom I love. We love each other. Initially our relationship was fine. But after the emergence of a friend named Dodit it. I can not take it anymore. Whatever demons he had put into my beloved. Until now he became uncontrollable. And get away from me.
That afternoon we were in the park.
"Rin, I want to ask you something" he said, looking at me.
"Say as I can do it I will give" I say with a smile.
"Rin, do you love me?" He asked, which this time made me feel strange with his question.
"I do not need to answer it, you already know what the answer" I replied again.
"I just want to make sure, then say" he said a little pushy.
"Yes Reno, I love you. Can not you see the truth in my eyes? "I said as I put my hand over his shoulder.
"Then can you prove it" the question times confuses me.
"What do I need to prove to you" I asked.
"Come with me, later you'll find out" These last words made me think what he really wanted.

Then I followed him. I did not think he was taking me to a place. Which is nothing but an apartment. I am shocked. I felt something was hidden from me by him.
"What do you mean to bring me here?" I asked in amazement.
"Rin, we will prove our love here" he said for sure.
I heard the explanation was immediately startled. Like there was lightning struck my heart. I never thought my lover wanted .. Want to do that to me.
"I guess you're in a mess. Let's go, "I replied, pulling on his arm.
"No!. We will prove it here. If you really love me, then follow my request, "he explained, brushing aside my attractive hand.
"Ren, what you're saying is not true. Are you aware of what you have said "I asked again who still did not believe in his attitude.
"Let's prove it if you do believe me"
This time I really can not stand his attitude. I was disappointed. Then inadvertently out the grains of water from my eyes that had been unable to bear to stem them.
"Reno, what makes you like this?" I asked, sobbing.
"This is a tangible proof. If you do not want to. Then you do not love me at all "
"Reno, what you say is wrong. I love you, even I am willing to give you anything. Except this kind of stupid proof. Because what you are saying is just lust. It is not proving. Come on let's go home "I take a little push.
"You think it's stupid. It is true what Dodit told me "
"What did Dodit say?"
"You do not need to know it, never mind you do not love me" he said resignedly.
"Reno, I love you. I never thought you would say this to me. Know, if you love me you will take care of me. Not even want .. Haaahh never mind. Ren, how could you want to tarnish our holy love? I just do not understand what has made you think like this "I explained at length. And she just bowed her head.
"Rin, I .. Love you. But…"
"But what is Ren"
"Dodit .. Has ignored my thoughts. I'm sorry Rin "
She cried hugging me. I greeted her and embraced her.
"Never mind, he just wants to ignore our relationship. Never mind this incident let's go "I invite him.
"Okay" he obeyed, but there was something stuck. Her hug was cold. Not as warm as usual. Evidently
the reason is the last hug that Reno provided for me.
After that incident Reno increasingly keeps the distance from me. Looks like he still does not believe me. Her friend Dodit may be the one who always incites her. One time meet Reno was with another woman at the mall. They look intimate. I tried to calm my heart. Then meet him and ask who the girl is with him. I did not think she replied that the girl was her lover, who accepted the stupid proof I thought.
Since then I tried to be sincere. This might be the best. I'll try to forget it. And I let him find his own way of life. Because I do not want to lose my pride as a woman.
Love is as white as snow you have no right to desecrate it just because of lust.
