Love from the beginning gave a sign and - both conscious. Are both aware when love arises from the beginning and the blaze is getting bigger. The magnitude of the blaze began to ignite fear - both were conscious. You are both aware and finally snatch togetherness.
One time in a waiting room for Miss.
This morning, the room had a different nuance, the paint now starting to peel and dull. The walls writhe fretfully. Miss seemed to sit down in the corner of the room, her fingers mutually bewitched, her face turned pale, glancing occasionally at the wall clock that only rhythmic beat like her heartbeat. There was no sound other than tick..tok..tick..tok and the noise of the wind that crept in softly from the gaps in the gaping ceiling.
" Really cold !! "He said softly while confirming his yellow sweater. Suddenly the door in front of him opened ... his long creaks made Miss look quickly toward that door. A girl her age seemed narrow and her vision swept across the waiting room. His eyes stopped when he saw that he was still sitting pretty in the corner. His smile spread "Come in Miss ... you must be happy with the results". With a weak step Miss obeyed the girl's words.
"Honey ... come too, eh Bram what did you bring with you? "
"I did not bring anything dear ... I only brought a lump of love" his lips kissed her forehead. And a smile hung on his thin lips.
"Sit down .. I really miss you .." pleaded Miss spoiled.
"Eh ... yes ?? it's been a long time, hasn't it? Sorry lo ... definitely you BT, I didn't go anywhere. Now you are skinny .. why ?? Are you sick? "
"Never mind ... hug me until morning dear ... I miss you ... today is quite tiring"
"Hmmm ... okay ... give your body"
How far can I hide without remembering you? Apparently, I could not do it.
This morning the air was still cold, the sudden change in weather forced Rindu to linger on her thick blanket. The alarm that had been ringing for 15 minutes had not been turned off. The cellphone next to his bed shook violently but was untouched by it, as if the body had been left behind by his soul, who was somewhere. The sound of the door opening was heard by Rindu, but the body seemed to be helpless, voices that were chatting were heard faintly and then the door to her room opened.
"Good morning dear ..." Bram greeted as he kissed her forehead. Miss's body stretched spoiled from under the blanket. His hand took Bram's hand and pulled it under the blanket.
"Miss ... I'm ready to go to the office. What are you doing ? "Bram's burly hands denied Rindu's hand and Rindu's body crashed hard. Bram only glanced sadly at Rindu's body and just left. Miss who was glued down limply staring at the floors of her room with a glare. His ears catch the voice of another woman ... he, Monica.
Now Rindu sat staring at the sky from the balcony of her room, still wearing pajamas last night, occasionally her lips tasted bitter coffee from her favorite cup. The cup, printed with Bram's portrait ... my heart's love three years ago after school days. The front doorbell rang, and his voice was enough to disturb Rindu's reverie about what had happened this morning. Bram's change and Monica's presence danced in his mind. His body moved from the chair and accelerated his steps down the stairs to open the door.
"Eh ... are you apparently? Come in Bim .. "
"Uum ... I should just go outside, isn't this your home just you and your helpers there? "
"Why Bima ?? Don't guests really have to go into the house when they visit? "
"Yes ... at least if the homeowner wears complete clothes. "Bima said steadily as he headed towards the terrace.
Miss smiled faintly and left for her room after telling mbok Inah to make a drink. Bima ... a man who is far different from Bram ... Bima is always there when Rindu needs him even when the people closest to Rindu are far from him.
"Sory Bim ... I took a shower a while ago. "
"Yes, it's okay ... morning this morning I've visited a beautiful girl's house like you, there are things I want to say. "
"Oh yeah ... why did your face turn so serious? "
"I heard from Mala ... when he took you to the doctor"
Missed the jerks of the cup she was holding had fallen. Missed in and told mbok Inah to clean up the jumble of cups. Bima was still silent, his thoughts continued to hover.
"Sorry Bima ... what do you want after hearing that? "
"You should have answered the question yourself. You know what I mean coming here ... you understand all the attitudes and what I do for you "
Longing stunned, his eyes read deeply Bima's eyes. There was almost no doubt in Bima's eyes for Rindu, and Rindu knew that for a long time. His feelings got cornered when routinely and even deliberately Monica sent him intimate photos with Bram at the office. Bram and Monica are in the same office and the intensity of meeting Monica and Bram often makes the distance between Rindu and Bram tenuous. A second later Rindu's cellphone rang ... an MMS came in and the feeling of vibration shook violently when her eyes looked at her cellphone screen. A sight that no woman in the world wants to see when her lover is spoiled with other women elsewhere. Miss tears welled in the corner of her eyes. Bima's hand grabbed Miss's cellphone quickly. His face changed when he saw Bram's screen with another woman.
"Is this what you call love? "
"You have no right to ask something like that Bima ..." Rindu's tears flowed faster.
"I know ... but, you don't give me certainty. Miss ... you know how I feel. I'm sorry, I was tortured when I saw you crying like this. Love does not teach sadness and let tears fall down the drain like this. Stop those tears, live with me. "
"Not that easy, Bima ... you must have known from Mala, right? I am increasingly unfit to get you. "
