You might have experienced a tough childhood full of judgments and punishments for simple mistakes.
They left you to deal with disappointment and the feeling of not meeting up to expectations.
When they disappointed you, it was totally fine..., they were unapologetic and still blame you for feeling bad about their actions.
When you didn't meet up to expectations, they judged and ridiculed you, they didn't correct you with love and empathy at all, they did it as though you were incompetent and gravely useless.
Now you manage to deal with all that, working on yourself and you are grown, I want to beg you for one thing?
Don't allow that childhood trauma to find its way into your adulthood, business, and dealings with people generally...
Don't strive to impress beyond your capacity, you will break.
Don't live to prove a point all the time, you do not know all... Give room for improvement and teamwork.
Live knowing fully well that disappointment can happen, you are allowed to make mistakes because you won't learn when you don't make mistakes...
Learn to deal with your problems from a less emotional point of view, please...
You are better, childhood trauma shouldn't serve as an excuse but a lesson to approach things differently...
You are a star!