I am so sorry to hear of your loss. It is such a struggle to care for an elderly loved one, and I am amazed at how much time and effort you have been able to put in. Now, comes the sad time of mourning, but also a new chapter. I think you are right -- your mother would want you to continue with your life and find new adventures.
Among other things, I hope you will now have time to return to a regular meditation practice if you wish to do so. I am still working at getting regular about mine. We previously discussed how healing this can often be.
Much love! Loss is always difficult. The loss of our mother is doubly so for most people. ❤
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