My PTSD and depression are still there so everything is going to change next week. Mentally this is a huge change for me also. I don't feel comfortable talking to anyone and also hard for me to go through all of my trauma and history over and over again. Don't know what's gonna happen but I hope something good will happen.
I know what this is like from personal experience. I live with autism spectrum disorder, and I was diagnozed with dysthimia (the chronic form of depression) as a child. Finding love is the most important thing in this situation. I also have an emotionally hard and difficult time nowadays, but I think that it is possible to stand up from anything. I went through a lot of things, both as a child, and as an adult too.
I hope that my comment give you strength.
Have a nice day. All the best. Greetings and much love from Hungary.
RE: My day at "Amsterdam Bijlmer Arena"