“Peter… is here…will show you soon…” Alarmed but captivated as she continued gazing deep into my eyes, I disengaged, back peddling from her bedside and pulled the door swiftly closed behind me, separating

pursuit to finding the one assailant that was hiding within me. The shadow self that hidden hurt child within…it was time to call it out and go face to face with all that had been concealed from me. But

That old feeling of depression set in and while it had always been part of my make up, this round abandonment by her made this bout particularly heavy. I had always known I was into this fight alone and

did my best to assure them I was fine. Within a short time, Tom and I sat and finished filing a report of what had just transpired. I related everything in detail, but could not verbally express something

  Jolting upright, I was still gripped within the lucid dreamscape imagery of a moment ago. Dashing to the bathroom, my body began to ungulate and vomit out, as if trying to rid itself of the