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Noise Level Back in my college days, we used to have an interesting concept called the “noise level” in physics. What is it? It simply means that there is an inherent noise level in our environment under

Growing Up | Prayer Was Too Much Effort The growing-up days were all about playing and having fun. But Mom used to ask me to pray all the while. My elder sister was different. She used to play and also

Thorn in the Throat I think I was ten or eleven years old when, while having my food, a fish bone decided to lodge itself in my throat. Now, that wasn’t new. Like any fish-eating human, it was expected

Interesting Experience | Unwanted Outcome I had spoken about my energy exercises around money, and how I had a breakthrough in my perception of money. I had spoken about it in my previous article, and

Odd Conundrum As confusing as the main title reads, that’s how I had been going through life for a good amount of time. I couldn’t work the logic behind it, but it went something like this – I shouldn’t

Feeling Bad For Oneself | Why? The idea of feeling pity for someone else for the struggles they are going through and taking action to help them is seen as a big-hearted approach. To see the discomfort

Rule? | Ok, Let’s Not Call It A Rule Now, this may sound harsh when you are told that there are no choices in many matters, and we just have to go on and move forward. The element of choice appears to

Perfectionist Childhood | What Does That Mean? The title of this section is a play on words over the normally known perfectionist parents. The idea is that parents who seek an unprecedented level of perfection

Silence and Loneliness Most of those like me who have gone through depression know what silence and loneliness are all about. It is one of the crippling attributes that we somehow imbibed, and it remained

Perspective | Paradigm | Life | Change I mentioned in one of my articles yesterday about a change in perspective that occurred by the grace of God. I don’t know how or when it did, but it just did, and

A Bit Down Over The Past Few Days I had been a bit down in the past few days, wondering how I could have been at the wrong end of life, receiving all the unhappy endings. I seem to be getting things wrong,

The Past I started with a lot of excitement after my graduation, that I would be taking care of my parents and would be instrumental in earning and supporting them in life, and in the foreseeable future,

Inner Voice | Not Equal to Inner Peace The inner voice is most confusing at first, then becomes an uninvited guest if not dealt with, and finally merges effortlessly with our being so much so that we tend

Emotionally Stuck | No Way Out I have been in this situation for a long time in my life, and the most recent one was last week. What was the situation? Emotionally and mentally, so stuck in an episode

Generational Trauma My whole life was spent vehemently opposing anything about generational wealth, curses, trauma, etc., and their likes. It just didn’t make sense, and I used to dismiss it with utmost

Law of Attraction | And My Attraction To It I am a Christian who kept God at arm's length but professed that I loved him by attending Sunday church. I wanted to learn more about Christianity, spirituality,

Just Can’t Understand Money I have tried it for a long time now, and it just doesn’t work. I can’t visualize money. It is impossible. I have tried and tried, and it just seems like there is some veil in

Keeping Things for Tomorrow One of the things that I picked up, which I am not sure from where or when, was to keep things for tomorrow. There were numerous reasons for doing so, but one obvious one was

What Was That All About? The other day, I was sitting in front of the computer and staring at it with no definite purpose. In no time, I was surfing YouTube, X, and other social media platforms, giving

An Unhappy Experience I have been renting out two of my apartments for nearly five years now, and, aside from some minor hiccups, I have had a largely positive experience. That was until the most recent