I never thought today was gonna end this way, it's really sad thinking about the whole scenario. If I say I am not pained then I would be a terrible liar, I am pained and heartbroken.
I don't know how I feel when people misplace things that are important to me and so I try as much as possible not to do this with other people's belonging.
I take extra care when it comes to people's stuff or property because I wouldn't wanna get into trouble with them.

This semester has been a really tight one for us and as such we are being bombarded with numerous lectures and the notes are quite bulky. And since I like having all my notes up to date, I make sure I attend classes and complete every one of my notes too.
Most of my colleagues do come to me to ask for notes because I always have them up to date.
But because of how bulky this semester's notes and materials are compared to last, I decided to set up a few rules like not giving out my notes as frequently as I used to and also not letting anyone go home with my notes, with exceptions to my close friends

But today, I gave someone other than my close friend one of my notes, and guess what? It wasn't even up to 3 hours and my note went missing.
She was careless and misplaced my note and on going back to check where we had our last lecture, she couldn't find it.
And the painful part is that other people saw her with my note but when she left the venue, she left my note and only took hers.
And she almost denied that I didn't give her my note today because she totally forgot or it skipped her mind which is the more reason I think that's why she forgot to carry it alongside her notes when she was leaving the lecture venue.

I was so pained and sad, it even made me destabilized for my last class for today. I was distracted and all, coupled with other factors that took place as well.
I was thinking of how I will start copying such bulky notes coupled with so many assignments and practicals we have this weekend.
This very action would cause me to be extra strict with my notes and those I give them out to.
I am pained, very pained that I almost cried over it and to think she seems so unconcerned.
Although she said she was gonna help me copy the note again but I wouldn't want that because I don't like it when people copy notes for me, it makes reading or studying difficult and boring. I love reading from my handwriting and I get to remember the points cause I noted them myself and not one someone writes for me so I told her not to copy the note for me because I wouldn't be able to read it.

I will be pained for a few days, but I am sure I will be able to forgive her and her carelessness as well.
My day was ruined because of this and I hope to recover from it sooner.

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^{~ 𝐈 𝐚𝐦 𝐖𝐚𝐤𝐲! 𝐀 𝐦𝐮𝐥𝐭𝐢-𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐨𝐩𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐜 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐠 𝐠𝐢𝐫𝐥 𝐰𝐡𝐨 𝐢𝐬 𝐳𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐮𝐬 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢𝐭 𝐡𝐚𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐞𝐢𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐨𝐟𝐟𝐞𝐫 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐨𝐰 𝐚𝐭 𝐡𝐞𝐫. 𝐀 𝐠𝐢𝐫𝐥 𝐰𝐡𝐨 𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐚𝐥 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟-𝐠𝐫𝐨𝐰𝐭𝐡 𝐮𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐨𝐝𝐝𝐬.
𝐈 𝐛𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐞𝐯𝐞 𝐦𝐲 𝐞𝐱𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐬𝐨𝐥𝐞𝐥𝐲 𝐛𝐲 𝐠𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐨 𝐈 𝐚𝐦 𝐚 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐝𝐮𝐜𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐠𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐞, 𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐟𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐥𝐲 𝐩𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐲 𝐛𝐢𝐫𝐭𝐡 𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐞 "𝐀𝐛𝐮𝐧𝐝𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐆𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐞".
𝐈 𝐚𝐦 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐥𝐚𝐬𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐦𝐲 𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐈 𝐚𝐦 𝐮𝐧𝐢𝐪𝐮𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐩𝐞𝐜𝐢𝐚𝐥 𝐢𝐧 𝐚 𝐝𝐲𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐢𝐜 𝐰𝐚𝐲
𝐇𝐈𝐕𝐄 𝐡𝐚𝐬 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐲 𝐬𝐨𝐜𝐢𝐚𝐥 𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐄 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐒𝐏𝐀𝐂𝐄 ~}

              15 June 2023
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