HOLA AMIGOS!!!
Disclaimer... I tend to get sidetracked easily when I tell stories or anything really. Just so ya know. But I will always try and lead ya back to the main topic. Everything I say has a meaning to wtf ever the subject is. I just want you to get a feeling of what is what and why it is. or just cuz that's what I do. my brain is Swiss cheese. I will put the "sidetrack" annotation for ya ahead of time when I know I am going astray. If ya don't dig this type of story tellin. Pop that clutch and move along.
Life hasn't gotten any better for me... all I've done is ept. Got into an argument. Slept more. And was omw to admitting myself to the hospital. I woke up at so.e point and tried chanting 3 different chants. And they weren't helping, or maybe they were. As I sat on the edge of my bed in misery uooked through my tears soaked hair and saw my guitar. I picked it up and turned the Amp on . I couldn't even play. Not that I do anyways.. I just couldn't make any joy come put of it. But then it happened. 3 beautiful notes came out. And I played them over and over. And then a lil more was making its way through my fingers. I w then aggravation hit and anger, worthlessness, hatred, and more misery. My life is worthless and all I do is make those around me feel worse as well. Fk it im done with it all and no one needs to suffer anymore
I continue to play and actually felt better. Then exhausted. And back to sleep for however many hours again. I'm no good. Not for me not for the fur babies, my gf, my mom, no one
I got up and was going to my office to destroy all of my gear as I just can't even seem to do right to my clients, or my designs. It's causing me to feel even more like shit. Then at so.e point I got a text from one of my previous customers who wants us to do so.e art for an up coming festival!!! Then I thought maw man. You fkn suck. You have to rely on others right now because your shit is down. You worthless pos. Just get over YetisTees and crawl inside a cave and die. I should have went to theeffn hospital. I'll see how I feel tomorrow or whenever I wake back up.
Have A Happy Day And Don't Forget To Be Awesome!!!
Says,
Yeti
