Dear Steemit. I am a 19 year old boy, I have been fighting to live somewhere for me to call home. My parents won't allow me back home, I keep being forced to live in the middle of nowhere with my grandmother. I have a wonderful boyfriend who loves me more than anything, and I wish to live near him..
I have been struggling with this issue since I was 17. One night I was left outside after hanging out with friends and my parents wouldn't come pick me up. It was approximately -15°C, I really thought I was going to die that day.. With no sleep, nor food.. The night was long for me. Ever since that night, I was sent to my grandmother's far from everything I ever known.
I've been trying really hard to find a job. I've had a few interviews and a dozen of calls, but I have never struck any luck. I'm still trying so very hard and I have no idea what else to do.. I've been trying so hard to hide my sorrow and to show happiness but right now I am really in a huge problem, and I really need to find a place to be..
What makes me most happy is spending time with my boyfriend, he cares about me more than anything and I'm so happy to have him by my side.. If he could, he would help me.. But he's persuing his career by finishing his school, he is living with his parents, therefore I cannot move in with him..
I would really need advice.. I have no clue what my options are at the moment. I have no money, no parents, I am pretty much losing everything I have. Even with everything crumbling upon me, I won't give up, I want to find a way, and I know I will be happy if I keep pushing myself.. I just don't know what to do, and even if I don't know how, I'll still keep trying my very best..
But please.. if anyone has any advice for me, please let me know.. I am so very scared right now.. and if anyone has any tips or advice on what I should do it would be greatly appreciated..
Thank you in advance.. Xeleos