life becomes meaningful when you actually have someone to miss or someone to lean on. I was not the kind of person who believe or tried to lean on someone in my previous years, yeah recently I celebrated my 23 birthday with all of my dear friends.
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I came to the realization that I always wanted people like them around me. The reason why I was trying to avoid or run away from them, I didn't want myself trapped and I didn't want myself to get hurt when they leave. I was so reluctant to believe that myself is enough for me. Yes, it is true to some extent because no matter you should be there for yourself when life went wrong. I never knew apart from this I was really craving for the people, who stay by my side, who can truly understand me, and people who can bring the real me out.
when I was in college, I met a lot of people but there were only a few with whom I can open up. Later those girls become my best friends. after that when we all left college and separated due to our own preferences in whether in life career or education, we choose different universities and chose different lifestyles to spend.
In university in the first two semesters, I don't let myself get attached to my mates because I always thought about what happens if I get used to them, and then again just like before we will not be able to spend time together.
It's been 5 months since we left university after completing our 8th semester and last semester. there is no face-to-face attraction with each other but my university friends and I talk almost daily and meet whenever we missed each other. Although we all are doing jobs we gather after months or weeks at least.
I am glad I had some people in life to miss and cherish. it's the best feeling to just think about them and feel humble and blessed. i hope and pray this friendship stick till the end of our lives.
thanks for changing my perspective to some extend, guys ,SARA MALIHA,MUNEEBA,SALMA,FATEH,TAYYABA. In this life even we had to separate, I still have so many memories to remember and to miss. THANK YOU for all those beautiful moments that we spend with each other.
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