The point of 'movement'....the very, 'momentum' to the 'movement'. The words look almost the same - 'movement' and 'momentum'.
I bring this point to focus today - "Change Itself Here".
Realizing, seeing and understanding that my 'Change' is an ongoing thing...and that it is a critical thing to my best development and maturity here.
Looking at the point of what causes complications....is when there is a stubbornness...an 'infatuation' of sorts...that keeps one in a 'habitual loop'...it's like 'change itself here' is a point of 'movement and momentum'....something we require to 'participate within'...it's a point of 'within ourselves' here...it's a 'willingness to participate'....to quite literarily allow an 'expansion' in 'thought, word and deed'....meaning a real willingness to expand ones outlook and perspective....to consider more than just one self here.
I had no so much considered the word, 'infatuation'.....I mean I know it....but I never really thought all that much that it takes me somewhat of a concerted effort to actually create movement and momentum in my life/world/living...like I actually require to make calm, cool, collected concerted efforts to in fact - 'change myself'....'move myself' in particular moments.
It's an interesting point in and of itself....
That...it's, 'difficult'....and 'hard'....to 'adequately care for ourselves in the best of ways'....it's like a 'real labored effort' to change the predictive programming within our behaviors and habits...the very ways in which we think/feel/experience ourselves....it's fascinating the processes involved in actually exploring our capacity to communicate/create ourselves...our lives...our best potential here....
It's interesting because creation itself is a point of movement and momentum - a doing. a participation.
This is a bit of a ranting and raving of sorts...putting together myself in words as a point of self-reflection sharing outward here.
The Reminder and focal take away:
Challenge Change Daily in Expanding Outlook and Perspective - Realize we are all here together and it is necessary to move beyond the shackles of self-infatuation where no-one else is considered, regarded and realized here. And our Change is our Chance to Live for Real Here - it's an itsy bitsy moment by moment play of Epic Proportions.
Added Support to Substantiate Living:
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing, nor understanding when and as I get caught up within a point of 'infatuation' I am distracting...missing the point of myself here and getting caught up in and as a 'blockage' of sorts....as like not really seeing all of myself/life here.....because life isn't exclusive ever really per se....it's always all ways 'inclusive' here.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the extent to which I've been quite stubborn within myself in terms of listening and considering the perspectives of others beyond that of my own.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the self-limiting nature of stubbornness.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to glorify, "stubborn" as like a point of strength and admiration. I realize for the most part there's a flexibility in co-existence here a malleability to work together to move and shape things in a way that is best for all life form here.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how caught up I can allow myself to become within a point of self-aggrandization....self-infatuation.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding 'self-infatuation' as a form of 'mind fuck' where it's like you become some absorbed and obsessed with your own thinking...your own inner reality that you lose touch with your outer reality...because the inner reality is so small and so limiting to even think beyond yourself is like not possible because it's like there's this deep inner experience of being less than...not good enough.
I realize who I am here is 'Change Itself'.
I realize I am walking a process of 'change itself here'.
I realize, understand and know that the one constant and consistency in life itself here is expressed as 'change'.
I commit myself to embracing change from moment to moment.
I commit myself to allowing myself to consider new possibilities as points of expansion/change.
I commit myself to playing with enacting creative solutions as an expression and expansion of Change.
When and as I experience myself as being/becoming resistant to change and response ability, I stop and breathe, I realize, see and understand that I am willing to participate in expanding/directing my outlook as my ability to see without limitation. I realize my self-response-ability to let go and remove programming that has hindered my ability to function in the best possible ways.
When and as I see an acceptance and allowance that has hindered my best development, maturity and overall character, I stop and breathe - I realize there is a process of getting to know and understand and to become aware fully of a point in question - I commit myself to walking the investigation process to know and understand my weakness - whereas I utilize my weakness...my inferiority....my 'problems'...to create new 'solutions'...as 'ways' for me to expand in my overall ability and strength as who I am here - one and equal. I commit myself to the self-correction process. I realize, understand and know that the self-correction process is as effective as the self-investigation process and that is a matter of my humility in taking the moment to go 'hum' when and as I see something new and am walking a process of getting to know more intimately that which I've suppressed within and as my knowledge/awareness.
I commit myself to change itself here - Change from the perspective of 'Self-Expansion' - enabling and encouraging myself to engage, participate, play...with my working Change in fact - I realize, understand and know that change is an every day play that I got to make here - and my effectiveness in making new plays here - is a result in and as my effectiveness in living "play" itself here - the willingness to be real about my 'playing participation' here and the 'balls' to be honest in my reporting....it's an interesting 'play' we are all faced with here - as our willingness to conduct/assess the very 'reality we are playing a part' within here.
