Last night I talked about how stressed I was from the day's activities, little did I know today was eyeing me like, 'you ain't seen nothing yet!'. This time around, I wasn't in so much pain and I tried to eat on time too.
I was going about my work as usual until I began getting complaints about my work. Apparently, I had been doing something wrong and I wasn't notified until today. It's no fault of mine if we consider that I wasn't briefed properly about it and also the fact that my error was never pointed out until now.
I had to take the piss for 'my' mistakes and promised to do better. I thought it ended there but no, things kept popping up and it looked like since I was already down, I had to keep going down. It was my first bad day at work and I was frustrated.
I'm only just getting acquainted with the dynamics at my new workplace and it's kinda more tasking to read the virtual room. I could only rant to my husband about how annoyed I was that certain people were making me look bad by not doing what they were supposed to.
I ranted until I was losing my voice and I got really tensed. I had to keep my cool though, so I could focus on work but it was hard. I took my rant to my team lead and I was able to relax after the advice I got.
I wore my tough girl pants and was able to focus afterwards. I'm good at this and I won't let a tough day make me doubt my abilities and second-guess myself. It's just a bad day, not a bad week, or month, or life. Sigh.
Every paragraph in this rant begins with 'I' and it irks me so much but I won't rephrase because I'm just ranting 馃槚 Anyway, this is the life I chose, I'll be riding the waves and I hope the tides take me to a good place.
How was your day?
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