One thing that stresses me about myself is how I get stressed about other people's issues. I could literally burst into tears for matters that don't directly or even indirectly affect me and it can be really draining. Today was one of those days for me and my body broke down.
Well, the real stress began when at about 2 pm I realized I had not eaten because my joints were getting weak and I was getting really slow with work. My eyes began closing and I was aching all over, it was at this point I knew I had fucked up.
Ordinarily, I'm supposed to eat an early breakfast because my insulin levels are fucked up and I would run out of energy for the rest of the day if I don't eat. It usually just hits me like I suddenly go from 100% to 15% like a faulty phone battery. It gets me feeling faint and sick and can sometimes turn into a fever that lasts a few days.
My husband begged me to come eat this morning like he does most of the time but I was still on 100% energy and I had a lot of work to catch up on. I had had a cup of creamy coffee too so my tummy so full. That's how I forgot to eat eventually and I started getting weak.
At this point, even if I eat, there's not much the food can do for me immediately, my metabolism isn't even fast in the first place. It takes a long while to regain myself again and that's like the rest of the day gone.
I had to take a break from work after chatting up my team lead about my state and I decided to busy myself with youtube. That's how I began watching a video about someone who died of cancer and I was so distraught that I cried my eyes out.
Then I went on Tiktok and I saw a story of a lady who left her baby in her apartment to go party for six days all over UK. I went from being sad to being pissed as hell seeing that the baby died of starvation. The worst part is that the criminal of a mother got only a 9-year jail term. I personally feel she shouldn't see daylight for the rest of her days.
That's basically how my day went, so stressful for several weird reasons. My husband got me a nice meal on his way back home though and I really enjoyed it. I'm still aching but I feel way better than before. I'm only slightly stressed now because I just had a conversation with a friend about how stressful being in Nigeria is 馃槃
How did your day go?
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