Do you ever get that paranoid feeling that you are doing something wrong--- or that "you" are wrong? It's hard to fight it...I'm always worrying that I am not good with God, my wife, family, friends, co-workers, others. I hate the feeling of insecurity. The bible says that God loves me as I am. People tell me that I'm ok and that I am loved. However, for some reason I am insecure and feel that I need to prove myself. This happens especially after I've done something selfish or to please myself. As if I am not allowed to feel good. That I'm only worth something if I really struggle and work really hard. I feel that I have to prove myself to be worthy of being on the same level as other human beings. Why can't I just be myself and feel loved and that I am okay with everyone?
