A trauma I am unable to escape from

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I want to talk about what I have been facing, and I found it very hard to tell anyone, when I remember them it makes me very annoyed, and it is something I can't keep anymore, It is what complaint I had about my mummy, though I tried to let it go but is not easy for me.

I would like to lay the complaint down here, this is a true life story, some years back my mum dumped me with my Auntie, so I was living with my cousin and I had no option as a little, but we all know that no one can take care of you better like the mother of the child, it was a bad experience that I will never want to witness again in my life, I lived with my cousins and I did experience motherly love as a child .my was a contractor then though he is dead now, for like some years ago.

This was the foundation of all the problems , my father, and my mother had issues that later led to splitting from each other, and I was still small at that time, I think I was like 2 years old or so, as at that time.

They got separated and that was the beginning of the issue in my life, I suffered from my auntie, that at the age of sixteen years old I had to leave them and run away to Lagos, I never mind what I am going to pass through there without knowing anyone but thank God I found grace and mercy.
I was able to survive alone after all I had been through in Lagos, it wasn't a sweet journey , to cut the story short, I survived all the trials on my way.

Here are my complaints, after I have survived that was when my mother came into my life, and she wants me to love her as my mummy, but I found it difficult to do that, I didn't grow up with her, my life was messed up because she did not look for me at the right time.

What should I do to her now because I found as a problem to love her as my mummy, I am still overwhelmed with the way she dumped me.
Must I love her?
Please tell me your opinion.

Thanks for ready my post.


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