vile secretion

The past week was mainly about poop, pee, blood and vomit. Mainly due to the cat but a part was the clogged toilet thinking back of it and what I did (call it an emergency) I still feel ...
My life seems to turn around vile secretion pouring out of whatever one can think of. After years I rarely care and I clean, wipe, wash and am glad I no longer have carpet. The cat.. the one the vet wanted to give him a shot. She was surprised the skleton was still alive and so were we. At the time he felt better he started peeing blood which didn't seem to make him feel unhappy. He slowly started to eat after fastening for 7 days but the meds are a big no. He refuses to eat where it's sprinkled through or on and you can't fool him although the vet says it's tasteless. I doubt it also it's strange she says I can open the capsule because in average capsules are there to protect the stomach. Pushing that thing in his throat is also not possible because it's over 2 centimeters tall and if a bit wet it sticks to you fingers so it will clock his throat and we can watch home he dies. We calculated all the times he was on the edge and in those short years of his life this is the 9th time!
For not we enjoy his jumping, meowing, begging for food (and refusing it) since if he dies it's better in a more happy state than he was about a week ago.
BTW he started shaking his head again so tomorrow the vet will have a look. Let's hope this is the last time since we are tired of those daily visits and all the stuff we have to buy and feed and he refuses. Most of is has a vile smell. I understand why he refuses to eat it.

19.12.24
The photo was taken by my son, the owner of the cat.
The title is the prompt and provided by @daily.prompt