Sometimes we feel like our days are never comfortable because we're always thinking about everything we face, but we don't realize that life is different, not everyone gets what they want.
As I grew older, I began to reflect on my life and whether I would be successful in the future. Perhaps it's because right now, I don't have anything special to share with anyone, in the real world or online.
Because my future was never bright, whether I was alone or now that I have a family, I've never been able to make my family happy.
Because I have nothing in the real world, and what's worse, I was born into a family that couldn't afford to make my dreams or anything else come true.
For example, creating a happy family might be very difficult for me because I think the main thing that can make a family happy is money. Without money, we probably can't do anything.
Money has a huge impact on life and happiness.
Sometimes I feel so sad when I hear what my children said that day when they wanted to go to school that morning. I still remember it, even though it's been so long.
When they wanted to go to school that morning, I didn't have any money at all because everything had been spent on other things. That's when I began to realize that life isn't about material things, perhaps doing anything is truly difficult.
When we see other people enjoying beautiful days, perhaps we can only see them. If I were like that person, perhaps my life would always be happy, but I never felt that way.
We always sit quietly and rarely go out because the current economic conditions make it impossible for us to do much outside.
I can only enjoy my days at home with them, perhaps that would be better than traveling here and there...
It requires a lot of living expenses, the most expensive, perhaps we can't afford that.
We always live simply, as long as the children have food, that would be better...
Actually, there are so many obstacles that I'm currently experiencing, but! Sometimes I'm embarrassed to look for them here, but today I think differently, who knows, by telling stories about my life, people might understand. And sympathize with us, I sometimes don't have money to give to them because my income is very little when I work, I only bring a few bills. Then my wife buys some household necessities, the money I earn from working all day is used up, sometimes there is never any money left.
That's our life, it's difficult, but I'm always grateful even though my income is only a little, the important thing is that it's enough, for today I think I can earn more tomorrow. That's our daily life, we are sometimes embarrassed to tell this to our friends or relatives... but today I tell it here so that everyone can understand...
