Yesterday, there was an examination that was held by the government and I participated in that examination. That was my first examination that I took for over years now.
It took years for me to take a courage to take the examination. Well, before, someone had asked me if I am willing to take an examination test but my response was not because I am scared to get a lower grade of my score.
That mostly one of the scary thing that I could imagine since there were people around me thinking that I could pass the exam but in reality, I have no other advantage since I have low IQ in other subject except math.
It was a three long hours of exam that we took nationwide with the people who were also participating in the exam. When I look at the exam booklet, I was shocked to see that the first subject will be the English and not the Math and I was disappointed because I really don't like math at all.
At that time, it was telling me that it was time to retake the exam again since English vocabularies is my weakness. Well, that was one of my weakness. As I was struggling on the correct english words, sentences, and vocabulary, I was also making sure that they were correct, well, in my answer but I'm pretty sure that most of the answers in the English was not correct since I am not confident in that answer.
So, yeah, I won't expect that my score will be more than 80% of the total score since I have a lot of wrong answers in that exam and I am planning to take again in the next examination day that will be held in November and this time, I will be taking notes about my weakness and study more about them.
I was still happy that the exam was over because I will not think of it anymore and there are no other hindrance on my work since I am actively looking for a work myself.
