No SLEEP - 7 July 2020 ulog

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I woke up in the morning, got ready for work but felt very sleepy.

I went back to sleep and woke up again at 1 PM.

This is due to my meds that I have to take as I haven't been taking it consistently and my sleep is very much impacted by it.

I am going to take it every single day from now onwards. So that I can be able to sleep a consistent 7 hours a day and feel recharged that I don't repeat this again.

The days ahead are going to be full of excitement and adventure. But then I am still struggling to get things up and running the right way.

Today is a Tuesday and I am totally lost.

I am supposed to go live at 8 AM this morning on Twitch. But I have not done so until now. I don't think I will be going live today. Though I've already tweeted it saying that I will be live then, I didn't go live as planned.

I have client work to do and I really do not know how I am supposed to Twitch and work on this. I think I will have to somehow be able to spend a portion of my time offline and just go online for like 12 hours a day out of a total of 15 hours that I spent at the office.6 AM - 9 PM is 15 hours of time at the office.12+3 = 15 hours

I think I am going to give myself more time to sleep.

I am going through a lot of pain as I have been trying to get my time allocation right for the past 10 years. I have to get it right. That I have enough time to sleep and also work.

The problem is that I always do the impossible. I don't know what it is impossible and keep attempting the impossible when it is doomed to fail.

I hope by the 8th of July, I will be able to start a routine that I get up by 6:30 AM. Get to work by 7 AM and work till 9:30 PM. Get to the gym at 9:45 PM and work out till 10:45 PM. Sleep by 11 PM and wake up at 6:30 AM to continue the rat race.On the 6th of July, I was online for 2 hours from 8 AM - 10 AM, but there was no one there to watch me. I had less than 5 viewers, which then TwitchTracker didn't register me as being online that very day.

Tomorrow is already a Wednesday. I am going to be streaming as much as I can when it comes to games. Then get a following for the games before moving over writing. But I think that isn't really a good strategy as when I start writing and stop gaming, people will naturally just stop coming.

That's why I must strike a balance between gaming and writing. Stream writing for an hour and that's it.

I hope that I can be online say later in the day, so that Rephlex can be there.

I have changed my times to be online daily at 12 PM - 9:30 PM on weekdays. I am going to minimize writing time online in which I will be doing it early in the morning when I get to the office at 7 AM in the morning.

I am trying to get to the office at 6 AM and wake up by 5 AM in the morning. Get to the office at 5:30 AM in the morning.

Though sleep from 11 PM to 5 AM is going to be just a little bit of sleep when I am used to 10 hours of sleep with meds, I just have to get used to it.... somehow.

That's the only way to survive.

No SLEEP - 7 July 2020 ulog | Ecency