Sometimes you get so caught up with life that you spend 80% of your time complaining about what should have been instead of focusing on what is (the moment). Life happens. No break. It fucks you up as it pleases. Don't dwell too long on these setbacks. Learn from them.
Every moment is precious. When was the last time you appreciate yourself for being awesome! Yes, you're. You're too concerned about the chances you missed, that you can't even see the opportunity the moment is presenting right in front of you. People have lost their lives going through half of what you survived. You're strong. You're extra ordinary. You're unique. Don't you ever belittle yourself. YOU'RE AWESOME.