[#49239] I like this school. I chose my programs with passion. But it's winter again. In the last two winter I had to force my self to live. Force myself to talk, force myself to eat, force myself to say hi, force myself to be happy. I really tried and I'm really tired. But still in many days I feel no one to talk to. Still in many days I just feel like, don't die, if you die nobody will know and nobody would really care but that would be inconvenient to them. I really tried. If anyone comes to me I would definitely help, but I don't have anyone to share my passion, or my pain. When I am down I just feel like, don't post, don't talk, don't disturb others. Yes I like this school but I hate myself. Everyone is great but I'm the wrong one. It's OK i guess, and I will force myself to be happy cause I cannot just wait for a rescue.
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