I’m alive, hale and hearty
Just dead to love.
Once upon a time I was a free young soul
Whose only desire was be truly loved, true intuitive love with no second thoughts.
Then I met you,
First daughter of the sun god
Beautiful to a fault with a smile as radiant as the mornings rays.
Time was never long with you, even your anger was soothing
I didn’t fall for you, No
I wide-eyed dived head-first off the cliff to you
And followed you through whatever path you chose,
Those Cold lonely corridors and empty hallways that echoes too loudly,
You taught me a different kind of love,
Reconfigured my heart so only you could fill it.
You built up me only to tear me down
Resuscitated me just so you could watch me drown all over again
Me, the star of your delusional twisted play
Let me go, you wouldn’t
You made sure I was thoroughly battered and broken into a million unfixable pieces.
Vile child of the devil you are, yet your smile boosts my pulses a thousand times over, destroy any bit of willpower I had mustered since you last left.
Your pleasure comes with pain,
Fear is the companion of your love
It’s who you takes me to my highest point yet you’re the architect of my lowest
These days i roam the streets
Empty inside
Searching to fill a vacuum that cannot be filled
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