Today was the first day of Ramadan Eid and I spent it visiting all my loved ones. After waking up and getting ready in the morning, I first called my grandmother. She is now very old and has very little hearing. She does not wear the device we bought her because she is very stubborn. She also has moderate Alzheimer's disease. Since she lives out of town, I made a video call to her and wished her a happy Eid. She forgets more and more every day and speaks less and less. This is the saddest thing for me today. I have had many memories with him since I was born and it is very sad to know that the person who has been with me all my life is getting old and will soon forget even me. My heart is a little bit sad, a little bit regretful... I wish I had spent more time with them. She lost her husband, my grandfather, a month ago. I still haven't accepted his death. I wish we could appreciate everything in time, don't you? You regret it so much later. Today started a bit bitter for me.
After talking to my grandmother, we visited our loved ones, spent some time outside and experienced the joy of Eid. We had so many conversations with so many people and visited so many places all day that I am incredibly tired. I want to spend tomorrow for myself and do some sightseeing.
The first day of Eid was very busy for me. Now it's time to rest. I wish everyone a good Eid! 🌸💗🍭