My eyesight has been bad lately, so I can't open my laptop or use my phone for extended periods of time. I've been worried about this. I had originally thought of going to see a doctor when I have enough savings, but that hasn't been working out because of the situation we have on ground in my family, I get headaches whenever I use my phone for more than an hour. The headache keeps coming and getting worse. Even with the medicine I take to relieve them , they just don't seem to leave me completely.
With my cousin's illness, my schoolwork, and my personal needs, every challenge I face keeps ringing in my head, on top of having to care for my family. It just feels like I can't control my emotions or my thoughts, which makes thinking and writing difficult. I don't think it's writer's block; it's just that my emotions are all over the place, and I think I'm the only one who feels this way whenever there are important things to do, or am I wrong? Apart from my eyesight, I believe this is the primary cause of my headache.
As much as I would like to have a clear and relaxed mind towards things, my emotions keep getting in the way, as if I want things around me to be okay or everyone around me to be okay, which is one of the reasons why I try not to make too many friends, because it will always bounce on me in a very hard way and it is always difficult to overcome them. This week has been hectic, with everyone rushing around to ensure that certain things are put in place for my cousin's health, Everyone has his or her own task to do, but my emotions, shall I say thats the Kind of person I am, just makes me feel so down, and it telling on me.
I'm asking anyone who can answer this question medically: how do I manage my eyesight until I can get enough funds to get proper treatment? , and how can I get rid of these headaches?
I had to go get my husband's glasses last night while writing this post and also because I needed to do some schoolwork and read.
I have tried to always have lightening in the room when i am using my laptop, but it still isn't helping ,this method was recommended by a friend here on hive, but its not giving me what i want reaally, though its helpful in a way
Is there any possible way to get some sort of remedy until I am able to go for a proper check?
These days I just go to sleep when I see I can't withstand the headache, so also when I sleep or take a nap. I feel relieved , but when I am awake for more than 4 hours, I start getting the headaches again, So how do i really cope? How do i balance it all?
I would appreciate really helpful advice if i could get any,.
Thanks for reading
treasuree🙏
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