Today anxiety knocked on my door, bright and early.
I made my way to the shower and very slowly got ready whilst mentally preparing to go turn in a job application.
After about 2 hours i finally decided i was ready to go get this done, ended up being a 2 minute conversation with a stranger.
Im not sure how im going to hold this job, it takes hours of mental preperation to just leave my house, and im supposed to go to work and talk to strangers all day...
After turning in papers i came home and got drunk with my girlfriend, she's had a day as well, so we watched tv and took shots of whiskey.
Here's to hoping for better days.
