Dear You.
It has been so long since I put the pen to paper and yet here I fail again to do so. I am typing on a computer.

Let's jump through the formalities. The support and conversations held over the years has all been remembered. Expressing a Thank you in a post is not something I tend to do. I tend to lean toward an action of thank you as opposed to saying it. I am good hope you are too. If things are not so good your side, maybe we can find a way to ease that burden.

Battling against the maze of walls of negativity against action. Walls built up of words to prevent access. I was still talking, the walls just muffle the sound.

I smile you turned your ear to hear what I might say.

Random Act of Kindness.

These act's are said to be one of the greatest some people have experienced. A moment went an unexpected act alters the course of a life for the better, even if only momentarily. That smile of appreciation is enough payment for everything.

Well. I done one of those today.
The only thing is they are addictive. You do one then you want to do another and another and it keeps going on and then you want to do more and bigger. But! don't worry. I can control the addiction and this will not be habitual. If it was, it wouldn't be random. Not random to me anyway.

There I was sitting in front of the comp and no one around to be nice to. Then it came to me. Literally, it came up on the screen as my mission ended. @newenx got 5 STARPRO for streaming his Rising Star Game. I do not know how he decided to use it. I left that to him. he can sell it buy packs cards give it away as is. If it helps his stream a bit and cover a prize or two. That was my intention.

I did not hang around after he acknowledged he had got the 5 STARPRO. The show was in Spanish I think. I don't understand Spanish though. I may catch a word I know here or there. But by the time I think out what that meant the conversation has moved three topics.

Well, there ye have it good random act of Kindness done.

Or was it?

Or Was It?

It was neither. It was not kind or unkind. It was mutually beneficial. Newenx does not know why I gave the STARPRO. He has never even seen me before chances are. I know I seen his name in game. But I have never seen his blog. Still as now I have not seen his blog.

Battling against that wall of negativity is not something that you can grow out of from yourself. You grow out your positivity by sharing it. Giving freely that positive energy to those around you. Trying to light that spark. To get a chain reaction.

There is no doubt there are possible benefits to Newenx for giving away his positive vibe. He does share that positivity out with the prizes he shares in his Gaming stream.

This act was done for myself. Not for the benefit of any other. The external benefit here is circumstantial. To benefit another was never the intention. The benefit is to released the burden of weight.

The motion of going through the action is all that is needed to penetrate a weak structure of imprisoning words.

When reading anything wrote. You can endeavour to determine the meaning behind the words the Author used. To try and know what he was thinking and why he included those words and not others, is but a fools errand.

The same for the actions of another. Interpretation is not a guarantee.