My inbox is full and my to-do list is taller than me. All other projects have been put on hold for the time being because I feel I'm already stretched too thin with all I'm trying to accomplish as is.
I keep pushing towards better days and trying to make the best of this one with positive thinking when possible. It's the only thing that helps me push through with focus, otherwise I'm just miserable waiting for time to pass. I know that feeling all too well and I try to avoid when possible.
I have been diagnosed with Manic Depression. So when I'm down, I'm down for a little bit. It gets pretty dark in my mind when I think of reality with that filter on and it had been a problem in my past. Now, when something bad happens (So long as within reason and not one of those "Series of Unfortunate events" days for me), I don't spiral out of control on the depression train.
Neuroplasticity and positive energy have dramatically increased the quality of my life. I can't emphasize that enough in my blogs.
I also want to mention that I have been doing my own research lately. I am trying to understand CRPS- Complex Regional Pain Syndrome on another level, like I have with my brain and emotions. I can't control them and that's ok, I don't like controlling everything. If I understand what is fully happening though, I can accept and work with it in a better manner. The Universe has connected me with amazing opportunities and ideas that I truly look forward to exploring.
I don't mean to be vague with everything right now, but I have learned over the past few years that it is best to keep golden ideas within until they fully bloom. Lessons learned <3 But soon, I am going to introduce some foreign concepts and ideas that might connect in a bigger picture. I just need to get a grip on everything. My time, my organizational skills, my sleep ability and myself.
One day and one step at a time.
I do not normally write on Saturdays, but I was determined to have a bonus entry this week and yesterday did not go as planned. Brighter and better days ahead <3
Be kind to your mind and make today a great day with positive thinking.
Positive thoughts,
-Kristen Sparkle
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