When one thing goes wrong, it seems to come in threes. One day of bad incidences wasn't enough for me this week either, I needed three.
One thing after another, each disappointing and challenging. Each really taking its toll on my already hurt soul. It was a really rough week that I do not want to relive.
Lots of tears. Lots of anger. Lots of disappointment.
But every time I was faced with something that I really could not believe was happening to me, I took my minute to meltdown and then I consciously tried to pick myself back up. Where this week was extra filled with shit storms, I had to try to pick myself back up a few times for the same things, but I did. Practice makes perfect.
After day 3 of these days in a row, I decided today needs to be a good day if it wants to be or not. I don't care. I deserve a good day somehow.
The little things will count and add up to great things I think. I can't do a lot of things, but I am on day 180 of my blog challenge and still writing. I'm still organizing what I can and working on passion projects when I can. I'm still trying to go to work and stay there as long as possible when I can. I'm still fighting to make everyday the best I can. I can't help what situations and realities want to face me and when.
With both legs on fire I have no idea what to do with myself or my mind. It's become quite overwhelming and I'm not used to it yet. But I am trying and not going to stop doing so.
On that note, I am off to make a good day.
Make today a great day with positive thinking and Be kind to your Mind <3
Positive thoughts,
-Kristen Sparkle
Day 180/365
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