So I'm writing this post as a reminder to myself, and as a motive to quit my Xanax use.
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I've been struggling with taking Xanax for almost 4 years. I've done some shady things to get my hands on some, I've spent money that I could of used for more useful things, and I've lost trust to family members and friends because of it. I think that's what hurts me the most is that, because of my selfish intake of Xanax , I've lost friends and family members ever trusting me again. I could name a couple reason why I take Xanax, but none of them are for the true purpose of Xanax, which is for treating anxiety. Nope, I took them because in the beginning it was cheaper to buy a few bars and be good for a few days.
Yeah.. how stupid was that right?
Well, nowIm quitting cold turkey, so let the withdrawals begin.
Its going to be a battle, but hey in the end I'll be separated from the one drug that I can honestly say has fucked up many aspects of my life.
