β¦ Remembering your own limitations isn't as easy as it sounds. What a disaster today was for forgetting something so small - Edition in FotoJet, photos by @Tesmoforia β¦
πͺπΈ ~ Ayer por la noche comenzΓ³ una crisis de dolor por la neuralgia, creΓ que se aliviarΓa en las prΓ³ximas horas con la medicaciΓ³n, a la que habΓa puesto pausa por unos dΓas para probar cΓ³mo me iba; pero ya se cumplieron +15 horas y este dolor debilitante me ha hecho imposible hacer mis cosas con normalidad hoy.
πΊπΈ ~ Last night, I had a painful neuralgia attack. I thought it would ease off in the next few hours with medication, which I had stopped taking for a few days to see how I would cope, but it's now been over 15 hours and this debilitating pain has made it impossible for me to do anything normally today.
Hasta ahora he aprendido que mi cuerpo responde bien a la medicaciΓ³n inter-diaria, un dΓa si, un dΓa no; mi doctor me dijo que con el tiempo si me sentΓa bien, podΓa probar espaciar las tomas, y realmente como me he sentido bastante mejor, lo hice, pero francamente me arrepiento del experimento.
So far, I have learned that my body responds well to medication every other day; my doctor told me that if I felt well enough, I could try spacing out the doses, and since I have been feeling much better, I did so, but frankly, I regret the experiment.
He pasado todo el dΓa en cama, este tipo de dolor es extraΓ±o, porque no sabes exactamente cΓ³mo describirlo, como es nervioso, simplemente es una mezcolanza de sensaciones; mientras escribo esto tambiΓ©n trato de recordar quΓ© hice ayer, quizΓ‘ hice algo que no debΓa y me lastimΓ© inconscientemente -un movimiento brusco, levantar peso, algo asΓ- es el tipo de cosas que puede pasar cuando te sientes bien, y olvidas por un momento que hay pequeΓ±as cosas cotidianas que ya no deberΓas hacer o para las que debes llamar a alguien para que te ayude.
I've spent the whole day in bed. This type of pain is strange because you don't know exactly how to describe it. It's nervous, just a mixture of sensations. As I write this, I'm also trying to remember what I did yesterday. Maybe I did something I shouldn't have and hurt myself unconsciouslyβa sudden movement, lifting something heavy, something like that. It's the kind of thing that can happen when you feel fine and forget for a moment that there are little everyday things you shouldn't do anymore or that you should call someone to help you with.
Creo que no tenΓa un episodio como este desde hace unos 3 meses, habΓa olvidado esta sensaciΓ³n, de que el mundo se paraliza, todo se siente como suspendido en el tiempo, y es extraΓ±Γsimo porque a la vez no se siente como algo "malo": Cuando estas en este tipo de trance, muchas cosas o problemas que en algΓΊn momento parecieron importantes ahora se sienten tan pequeΓ±os, insignificantes y lejanos, estar en medio de esto te transforma...
I don't think I've had an episode like this in about three months. I had forgotten this feeling, that the world comes to a standstill, everything feels suspended in time, and it's very strange because at the same time it doesn't feel like something βbadβ: When you're in this kind of trance, many things or problems that once seemed important now feel so small, insignificant, and distant. Being in the midst of this transforms you...
TambiΓ©n la compaΓ±Γa se siente con una intensiΓ³n diferente, a lo largo de la maΓ±ana y la tarde, cada vez que me he despertado, me encuentro rodeada de los mininos de la casa.
Justo cuando despertΓ© ahora, Galatea estΓ‘ durmiendo en mi costado izquierdo, Apolo estΓ‘ a un lado de mi cabeza, y Kamui estΓ‘ cerca de mis pies, no se en que momento entraron al cuarto, no lo recuerdo, pero me da ternura, tienen toda la casa para ellos solos y en su lugar estΓ‘n aquΓ.
Mi familia dice que ellos saben cuando estamos enfermos o nos sentimos mal, y a mi me da pena porque si es cierto que los gatos transmutan energΓas, no quiero que se enfermen por mi culpa.
Hoy no tengo tutoriales lindos ni updates creativos, esta nota es un recordatorio y un regaΓ±o a partes iguales para la yo del futuro:
Esta bien ser optimista querida, pero debes aceptar el cambio y no abusar de tu buena suerte.
Tengo mucho sobre quΓ© reflexionar, el tiempo pasa, y todas las cosas con las que sueΓ±o siguen siendo eso por ahora, sueΓ±os; si quiero cumplirlos necesito poder moverme, necesito tomarme mas enserio cuidar de este cuerpo.
The company also feels different. Throughout the morning and afternoon, every time I wake up, I find myself surrounded by the cats in the house.
Just as I woke up now, Galatea is sleeping on my left side, Apollo is next to my head, and Kamui is near my feet. I don't know when they came into the room, I don't remember, but it makes me feel tender. They have the whole house to themselves, and yet they are here.
My family says they know when we're sick or feeling bad, and I feel bad because if it's true that cats transmute energy, I don't want them to get sick because of me.
Today I don't have any cute tutorials or creative updates. This note is both a reminder and a scolding for my future self:
It's okay to be optimistic, dear, but you must accept change and not abuse your good luck.
I have a lot to think about. Time is passing, and all the things I dream of are still just that for now: dreams. If I want to fulfill them, I need to be able to move, I need to take caring for this body more seriously.
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