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Fresh Month, Fresh Produce, Fresh Outlook.
The way to keep yourself in balance, keep things fresh, from relationships to writing to content creation. Being ready to restart and reboot and head in another direction that's stale is always a good idea.
From taking that early morning walk, to the oxygen and the hopes and dreams that form from working out, when the brain and it's neurons are firing in sync, nothing more enjoyable than being switched on to the moment.
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instead of existing inside of it actually experiencing it, committing it to memory, ready to test yourself once again.
For the longest time you can be just in these battle tested prepared modes, where you think your on top of everything, locked into a routine that actually might be fighting against you, part apathy vs self hacks that you've made you believe are actually serving you.
Sometimes, you just stop, look at the road signs and go the other way for no reason, following a path to the very end to look out and wonder why nobody decided to make the road go further. deadends, they can come abrutly right?
i used to love daily writing, i started out with 750words.com -- it has this amazing sentiment analysis component that made you self reflection on your writing each other so you can even work out your mode from your daily sprawl of word vomit.
recently i've been back and forth how about blockchain projects, which is a shame, i've got into my feelings over them instead of just writing out my thoughts of the "space" and why the general public are not here, mainly because we have consumers rather than creators but also because of the literal chasm between centralized and decentralized platforms.
the majority of existing users don't really care how things work as long as it works and will even barely move even if it's down for an hour or a day, they will just wait and go and watch some facebook or tiktok to wittle away some how, barely will they go and switch energies into something else.
if the pandemic has taught me anything is that all those reindexing thoughts that we had about our lives and what we were doing of value for others have not changed, i don't want to go back to the normal life of the routine of before, i want something new, fresh, exciting and challenging.
i want to start my life with my partner of five years who i've only probably at most seen for three of those years being divided by continents, it's like we are in some kinda mirror multiverse. It's time to break out the constraints that i've imposed on myself and try everything and anything to close the loop.
while my mind has become fragmented over the last few years the passion and fire for challenging myself, from mental fortitude to physical changes, i'm still here inside ready for the next thing, but without being true to that i'm just putting out the veneer of the person i am inside, just going through the motions like a ghost replaying the same day.
my plan for the next thirty days is to debate the edge, to ruffle my own feathers, to explore why i carry my frustrating instead of unburdening them, while i can't switch mode as quickly as i used too, to force out the mundane and to have a rebirth, fiery phoenix like through september.
i've got NFT's to make, obs themes to build, ko-fi subscription packages to create, etsy digital products to map out for a new income stream, video shows to take part in, new software to learn, cryptos to buy and hodl -- it's an ever increasing digital hobby circle and boy can it get overwhelming. . switching like a phone exchange from one thing to the next, chasing the never signal of serotonin.
I'm eight days early but i feel like most things in life i need to prepare, to back up a little, to dig deeper heels in and take a deep breath, ready to sprint into the light not knowing what's on the other side.
Humble x
