It doesn't change you. It is who you secretly wanted to be.
Consistently finishing what you promised yourself you would do is the talent.
You need more courage and intelligence to get what you want from life.
Maturity is also when you realise that no one has time to think about you. Stop living in your mind.
Most people don't lack talent. They lack commitment. Maybe the right person is there.So the right person isn't someone you cannot live without. It's someone that has value to your life.
Lack of courage is always a bigger obstacle than lack of talent. Life's always getting better once you are more ruthless about moving what you don't need from your life.
It's more mental training to be public led than to challenge every day. A lot of success in life goes down to whether you can handle longer periods of time than when you started to focus on working on your 10 goals.