You live in a country where everyone is constantly angry and cynical, and if it's to live, you're actually choosing to become constantly angry and cynical yourself.
If you take a look at most middle-aged people in their 40s and 50s, there are common patterns that arise.
They have money, but no time or no sense of purpose, or the half-time, but not meaning bond or career, or they are healthy and loved because of the financial tools and fasts, always offending those who benefit from keeping everyone in the dark.
If you let the door of your place open and publicly promise free shelter, free food, free medical assistance, free education, you might temporarily feel like you are a good person, but you shouldn't complain 20 years from now.
Your place is now out of control. You attracted all the people who wanted to take advantage of you. And you got what you wanted.