Patience lives well within me. However, when things started to get a bit obligatory, it started to rush on me.
What comes to mind? In circumstances that invade or mutually cohesive space with others, I like to get things done quickly so that others can start their own things in the space. And, the other times, it comes when things are to be done simultaneously, so with the concerns, one thing is going to add up to the other time for others. I tend to make things quicker, for one.
Moreover, when I am put in full responsibility circumstances, I feel a sudden obligation to do everything on my own. I am rushing here, and I am everywhere.
I realized I tend to rush during the conversation as well. It happens when I go overempathetic and don't want to occupy others' time during the conversation.
Sometimes, I feel I am overacting, like the end of the world.
I understood…..
The feeling of achieving things so as not to be judged, misunderstood, or to make a healthy space for everyone keeps knocking at me. So, the mental load of being adequate to the responsibility keeps me in a rush.
I realized….
It’s a world where the more time and acknowledgment you provide to the people around you, the more self-relief it brings on you. Ig ou're quick, you rush, you are not going to get accompanied by people. So, to make a stand and space around people, I am trying to relax my senses and soak up what I get during the time.
I grind my teeth a bit and say, " Relax, " to my head when I get things done. It helps. The FLASH looks good only in the comic universe.
