6 MONTHS OF PANIC & CONFUSION

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Hi, thanks for giving us a chance to share our life experiences. Please share the confession below; i have never shared this with anyone and neither do i intend to share with my friends or family!
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I met 'Lucy' in 2008, when i was a second year student at Egerton university🎓. Lucy💃💃 was a cute, curvy and good hearted "yellow yellow". She was also a staunch Christian ✝️ and occasionally led mass at CU, Egerton university.On 05/03/2009, i invited Lucy for supper 🥒 and she showed up at around 9:30 pm. After taking supper🍲, i requested her to sleep over since it was already late and it was dangerous to move from Njokerio ( market outside the school) to school hostels. 🙈
After a long chat 🤼‍♀️🤼‍♀️, we slept at around 11:00 pm only to wake up 2 hours later 'eating' 👙👙her pussy like there is no tomorrow. ( Btw, i still believe she has the best P*ssy ; not sure whether it's because she was a Kisii. )
On 1/5/2009 at 11:47 pm, i received a call from Lucy, requesting me to meet her at the Pavilion, Egerton University sports ground. Without wasting time, i put on a heavy jacket and headed 🏃🏿‍♀️🏃🏿‍♂to the Pavilion since i knew something was not right. On arrival,i found Lucy holding a knife while crying! 😥😥😥At that point, i knew something was extremely wrong since i knew Lucy as a strong 💪💪 woman who would not let her personal issues pull her down. Again, Lucy was a strong believer; she was always hoping for a better tomorrow.After few secs, Lucy gave me a piece of paper, HIV test kit and a knife! She then broke the sad news that she just tested HIV positive and couldn't die without apologising for 'infecting' me with the virus. 😥 I got confused, cried and at some point, I wanted to stub myself using the knife. I thank God Lucy was around because she grabbed the knife and told me that she came with it so that i could make a choice of whether i would forgive her or revenge by stabbing her to death! Few minutes later , i composed myself and remembered that one of my best friend was actually living with the virus for over 28 years! At this juncture, Life had to move on!!🚶🏾‍♂I thank God for Charles; his life is a testimony and hope to all HIV infected persons.👣
Out of desperation and confusion, i asked Lucy how and where she got the virus! I was shocked beyond believe when she confessed that she couldn't tell since she had slept with over 12 guys ( including a senior lecturer ) for the last 3 months! She mentioned that she had an unusual sexual obsession with intelligent guys esp holders of first class honors. ( I actually confirmed that 10 out 11) were first class holders. For a while, i hated myself and questioned God why i made it to campus only to be infected with the virus!
All the same, i accepted the 'fact' that i was HIV+ since i had confirmed that Lucy was actually positive. I also thought it was practically impossible to have a different result since we had unprotected 2 hours sexual encounter with Lucy.
After few months , i started losing weight and falling sick. I shared my condition with Lucy and she encouraged me to get tested and join one of the support groups at the University. Lucy had already moved on and had started taking ARVs. After losing more than 12 kgs within a span of four months and a lot counseling from EU counselling department, i decided to take a HIV test at Nakuru provincial general hospital. Shaken and confused, i patiently waited for the confirmation of my status since i knew i had already been infected with the virus. I actually accepted to take a test since i wanted to join a support group! I desperately needed someone who would listen to me without judging me!After 15 mins, i didn't believe my eyes when the results turned out that i was HIV Negative. I vividly remember arguing with the counselor telling her that i was 100% sure that i was HIV+ since my body had started showing early signs HIV. ( Btw, never Google early symptoms of HIV if you doubt your status! It is the surest way of losing weight and falling sickTo end the long story short, i later took several tests in different hospitals and all results turned out to be negative. Since then, i have been tested in over 9 different hospitals (latest on 31/12/2017) and the results shows that i am negative. I thank God for giving me another chance.
Lessons:-

  1. HIV is REAL!

  2. Never be deceived by LOOKS or CHARACTER. ALWAYS use a condom, regardless of whether you know the status of your partner. This was the last time i ever slept with a woman without a condom.

  3. Never panic if your partner reveal to you that he* is HIV positive. Instead, be calm and visit the nearest VCT as soon as possible.

  4. If the results turn out that you are HIV+ , stay positive and join a support group. Lucy is actually doing well; i met her on Nov and i couldn't believe that she is still positive.

  5. NEVER Google early symptoms of HIV if you doubt your status.

Finally, ALWAYS use a CONDOM.

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