by the early AM of the next day afterwriting the previous post, i went to thje ER for uncontrollable pain. we had alreadyscheduled chemo for the Monday following. I finished the drip part and got home from the hospital Friday

• I am wiped out andwsill be writing shitty posts for awhile
• Hive account@richq11 is alive and working on a book
• my uncle Dick, a Marine and Vietnam vet, has advanced prostrate cancer. He is in the hospital now. Im asking for prayers for he and his family. He has been one of my role models since I was a kid, along with my dad.He has ag ood outllok on the whole thing

It is what it is

On the other hand, my position from the beginning has been

just cut the fucking thing out

ive got a pic of the little quasimodo treswpassing in my brachial plexus, pulling on nerve cords and giggling wildly at ther purefun of it(or at least a piv of the 12cm tumor), but i cant find it atm

i did buy abadass cane from cane mastewrs, in the hope that thery just cut off my arm and be donewiththisshit. ill trade my arm for my life in a heart beat, plus its my jackoff/boogerhoook/bangbang arm that wouldstay.

hopefully ill figger out whati did wther pic of thetumor, or justretake thepic, top sharewhen i do thecane post

do your goddamn duty

update meet MR.Quasimodo

sumbitch has shrunk a bit this cycle

update meet Mr. Quasimodo