Words can't explain the pain
Instantaneous as a phone ring
What an ugly stain
In my memories lies mixed feelings
Forgiveness isn't easy nor permanent
Lingering heartstrings
Unwanted connection
No way to avoid the reaction
Just breathe and bare
Why do I care
Why are you still there
False hope for a better future between us
The past muddles up my trust
Whoever you are now is tainted by cries
By yells, by lies
By violent memories I wish to forget
By violent thoughts I haven't regretted yet
Let go of me, I've let go of you
There's no point in this game of trying to find a clue
The damage is done, the sky no longer blue
Your child is purple now, she's through
Who I am is someone you never knew
