I did what i did and I never regret it. I admit I’m weak, so many things I wish I could say out loud without hesitation, but i hope somebody will understand me without judgement someday.
I firmly believe that I’m absolutely developing a serious addiction the moment , I know its reckless of me. I’m doing this harmful behavior just in order to escape from my loneliness, my sadness and boredom. It’s not really my culture behaviors, this types of drinking, smoking and etc. My real problem is my irresponsible behavior and the people surrounding me with this addictive actions.
I’m still practicing digital art, I know its not that perfect yet, still having struggles in some part of the tools.
Process of the making
Choice of background
Sketching and Then layerings of color