If what you have seems insufficient, then, even if you get the whole world, you will still feel miserable. Why can not you be happy with my joys, be there when I'm sad. Is that you do not see this is a cry for help.
I know I have been selfish, I have fought with myself for a long time for this very reason, I do not see the future ...
I do not believe in love yet, because it has not come, sometimes I believe that Love does not exist, there are only commitments and facts.
When I am very sad and angry I want to stay that way for a while, to remember the mistakes I made and how bad life is, so I can smile again, and not feel down and not fall for the same reasons again.
Siragrays~