Hi
Have you ever been in a nice place, trees around you, sound of water filling the space, birds flying around, and felt bad?
Why should someone feel bad at that situation, one might ask. Specially if that's the place you wanted to be.
Because I thought that I didn't deserve it, I haven't done anything good to deserve being in that place, just chilling out. And this brings another question in my mind, when I will feel worthy of anything good? And are the thing that I feel I deserve, really good things? If they're good, why I don't try to achieve them directly?
For example if a cold drink is something I deserve after biking 50km, does it mean it's good? If it's good why shouldn't i go for it before biking?
And what that tells about biking?
OK, enough of that, let's say it simple:
Why we do hard things (if we do any)? Like working 8 hours a day.
To become worthy of money so we can spend it on things that we feel worthy of?
Would we like to have the money without any effort? Why are we suprised when we win a lottery? (or something similar)
[I don't know what I'm saying here exactly, but I'm trying...]